I'm a captain- and alot
September 16, 2003 [8:46 p.m.]
Figured it was about time for an update, aye? Well Ryan came and met the parents and it went so good!! They like him- which rocks! Sunday I went to that church thing that the boss invited us too, and Ryan came also. Then we went to a picnic and hung out and stuff, then we went to Walmart and then he took me home- and met the parents, and like I said it went so good! We're acting like a real couple! Like yesterday I had to work right? Well he called me on my cell and was like, "Where are you?" and he said he was going to come by Chickfale and see me before I went in, cause he didn't have to work. So my mom dropped me off (wow!) and I hung out in his awesome car and we watched DVDs and kissed. Sigh. Then he gave me his bracelet and he said he hadn't took it off for like a year, so i'm wearing it now! Well today he had to go into work so I went and visited him at 6:30 cause he didn't go in till 7 and we hung out in his car and watched DVDs and kissed! :D
Well onto someone else: Josh K. OK Sunday he came over (after my fun day and Ryan had left) and we were telling him about it and he was acting so weird. Well we went upstairs and I was watching him and Jeremy play PS2, well we were just laying on Jeremy's bed, and ok me and Josh are always touchy and stuff but I mean it's just comfortable with him, because well he's Josh, like my big brother (well ya know) well he was being really touchy, rubbing my leg and I was like laying my legs over his back, just yeah..
Well my phone rang.. RYAN!! So I ran in there and Josh gets so jealous, so he came in there while I was talking to Ryan and was like Get off the phone! I was like "uh no" but he was laying on my bed and I was too, and I don't know- weird. Well I had gotten off the phone and I was in my room alone and Josh comes in there and ask for a Bible for Jeremy and then he grabbed me in like a hug, and I was like "OK I'll get you one" and before I could he turned me around and we were like really close and he kissed my forehead and we were like centimeters apart!! centimeters! I was about to kiss Josh!! OMG, and he backed away and I was like OK.
So he left and whatever, and last night I worked and when I got off work there was a message on my voicemail from him and he was like, "Hey it's Josh, just seeing what youre up too. Call me" and that was it. So It was like 11:07 (exactly) and I called him back and blah blah we talked for forever. About? OMG! He was like, "I don't know about this Ryan guy" and I was like, "Why" and he said, "I think you know why" and I was like "No" to cut it semi-short.. He was like "Do you realize we almost kissed last night?" and I was like "Yeah.. I did" and he said, "I want you to know the only reason I backed away is because i'm sick" and I'm like Ohh ok. Cause he had been really sick lately. Then he told me he liked me! Josh K said he liked me! My 19 year old neighbor, whom I've liked since I was a little girl, likes me! He asked if I liked him and I was like, "Well i'm sorta with Ryan, but i've always liked you Josh" and he was like "Oh" well we started getting personal and he asked me what would I have did if he had kissed me and stuff, and I was like "kiss you back" and then he was like, "Beth i'm tempted with you to do more than kissing, and I just don't want to try anything and you freak out and stuff" and I was like, "I know what you mean" and he said, "So I need to know- for next time- if you'd freak out" and I said, "well what are you planning on doing" and he said, "Well like I said I'm tempted to do alot, and I would do anything, but I know how to stop and I will stop" and I was like "Oh ok" I will admit, I'm tempted too, all the time! He asked me if I ever got "off" and I was like JOSH! But he said he did, thinking about me all the time!! (AHH!) so we were just open and honest the whole time. And I asked him did he picture us doing that any time soon? and he said... he could. He was like, "Do you realize we're like 100 yards from each other right now" (dont forget, he's my neighbor) and I was like, "Yeah I know" and he said, "I could get a ladder and come up to your room, but your dads a light sleeper" and I was like, "Yeah" and he asked if my parents were ever NOT there.. and I said sometimes. He's supposed to call me tonight.. I'm so wrong.
And Thomas. Me and him are so good friends right now, I like him alot, but we're friends. He's so sweet. At BBall practice he wears a headband thing for sweat and Daniel got it from him and gave it to me to hide, so I did. And Thomas was like asking everybody for it! So when we got to the school I pulled it out and put it on and he was like Ah! You have it! But I wore the rest of the time and when he was leaving he was like, "My headband?" and I just shook my head and he was like "OK" then he went and talked to Mr Tim and he was leaving and he said, "Bye everybody.. bye Beth" Singled me out! But the headband smells soo good! Like vanilla!
Today they picked captains for Volleyball and I was soo sure I wouldn't get it! Just because I was last year and my works been killing me (you have to be up on your academics) And Coach was like, "Last year we had two captains but this year we'll have captain and a co-captain.. and this year the captain is Beth" and I was like, "WHAT?!" And everybody started yelling and stuff (happy yells) and then she said, "And the co-captian is Jennifer" So me and Jen are captains!! COOL! Our first game is Friday!!! YAYA!
OMG, Charl and Morne (our South African friends) are having to move again! Well today CHarl told me they may not have too and I'm praying they don't! I like started crying when I heard, I've gotten so close to them!! :( Pray they don't move!
Ok, well I need to go, because Jeremy needs the computer. Adios*