theres 2 again
December 02, 2003 [9:39 p.m.]
Sometimes I wonder if what i'm feeling for Brian is only lust and want. Because there's no way I can feel the way i'm feeling, and be in love with him.
I like Thomas. I made this known to Thomas last night! This is wrong isn't it? Or is this something that all of the sudden became OK? I think not. It's like i'm cheating, but yet i'm not, because it's not like I've did anything.
Thomas told me he still liked me. Do you know how much this means to me?? I mean, this is soo awesome. I'm going to get my older entrys back up so if you're curious you can read about all my adventures and stuff with Thomas.. it's endless.
OK, i'm leaving now. I'm chatting with both boys. I'm weird.