I got F'd!
January 22, 2004 [8:43 p.m.]
Brian fingered me. YES! Something finally happened..! It all happened.. Tuesday.......
Brian had been asking me to take him and his brother Brett home from school Tuesday.. but nothing major was talked about.. Well Tuesday morning Brian asked if I was gonna be able too.. and I said I didn't know.. So he kept asking me to ask, bc they didn't have a ride..
Well I was nervous about asking our teacher Mr Tim. But finally my chance came and I went and sat at the table where he was helping Leann with Math.. well any one that came to the table I'd let them ask whatever they needed first.. I was stalling.. But it was like already past 2, and I really needed to ask! Well guess what happened then?! His mom calls asking about his ride bc she wasn't for sure who was supposed to bring him home! It was perfect, so Mr Tim ask Brian who is supposed to, and Brian points at me. So I tell Mr Tim I need to call my mom and ask to make sure.. he said OK.
So yay! My mom says it's ok. Well the basketball team had a game at 6 out of town, so since my brother was on the basketball team.. he had to be back at school at 4:30.. well me, Brian, Brett, Jeremy, Jen, and Charles all went to Chickfale to kill time before we had to take Charles and Jeremy back to the school.
Well Brett decided to go too, and Jen went with them also.. so that leaves me and Brian. We head to his house.
I let him drive on his road.. heh, he's always begging for me to let him drive. Well when we were riding down his drive way.. he leaned over and kissed me.. a real good kiss too, while he was driving. We pulled away, he leaned back and kissed me again.. Pulled away, then kissed me again.
We parked and he asked me if I wanted to come in, cause his momma was still at work. I said OK, so I went in.
We started making out, and he was pulling me closer, I could feel his- thing. He's such a good kisser ya'll!! But then we sat down on the couch and he asked if I wanted to do something, and I said OK. He asked for me to give him a blow job, and I said OK. Well we kept making out and he told me to take his pants off.. so I did.. there was his underwear and something really big bulging from it! I was honestly way scared.. but I didn't show it. We made out some more... he told me to pull his underwear off and start.. I did touch his thing.. a few times.. it's really big.. =)
I was nervous, and was about to give him a blow job, but I chickened out.. he said OK, let me do something to you. So we start making out some more.. and his hand goes to my boobs, then down to my.. uh huh.. he starts rubbing it through my clothes.. and then starts putting his hand down my clothes.. I kinda stopped him, but then he kissed my neck, and I let him keep on. He fingered me. And it hurt! But I let him keep on.
Well it was already 5:15 and the away game started at 6 something and I still had to go home and get ready and then go up there, which was like 30 minutes away. Let's just say my mom was way mad, but I didn't want to leave!
So after he fingered me, I said I needed to go.. so we walk to his door and he pushes me against the refrigerator and we make out a whole lot. He puts his hand up my shirt and feels my boobs and few times, then rubs me down there.. and then I touched him a few times.. and we kept making out.. it was awesome. We probably stood there for like 15 minutes doing this.. it was great! =)
Then he said he'd let me go.. so he kissed me a few more times, and I said OK, and we kissed again.. he told me he loved me and opened the door for me, and I said I loved him back.. and I left.
It was awesome!!
I bled down there. So he popped my cherry. Wow... I'll never forget that experience!