stupid SATs
April 12, 2004 [11:05 p.m.]
OK, I just got my SAT scores back and omw.. I did so bad.. I am so disappointed in myself! Urgh.. I'm so not going to tell anyone my scores.. I wouldn't even tell Mr Tim if I knew he didn't already know.. omw, it's so embarrasing..! Thomas did soo good on his! but I did terrible.. URGH!
Anyway.. um, I just got back from Chickfale... I'm working alot! I worked today 4-10, tomorrow 4-10:30, Wednesday 4-10, and Friday 4-10:30... and now i'm getting paid $6 an hour! So i'm happy... =)
Today was our first day back at school- and it went well.. like everybody finished their work..
OK I really think me and Thomas are getting more serious.. like honestly- we are.. we are so looking to the future in everything.. like our religion- and all the problems revolving that.. well he had told me that he loved me but if he knew we weren't going to be heading for marriage there was no reason for us to be dating.. makes sence, and I totally agree.. but we both agreed last night that we could see ourselves marrying each other.. so i'm hoping it stays that way!
and now I know Josh K is going to be so mad.. he's so trying to convince me to break it up with Thomas.. I dunno though... it's weird.. a part of me has always imagined myself marrying Josh, and that no matter who I was with.. i'd end up being back with Josh.. because our religions are the same and we've know each other all our lives.. but for some reason- for the first time- I can see that changing.. it's weird.. but it's different with Thomas... a good different..
Well Nationals is coming up!! Like a month and a half- and we'll be heading for Arizona!! YAY!
Well this week is gonna be busy.. with school and work.. and then Saturday we have donut sale.. and then Brit and thems church is having a softball tournament and Thomas' church team is gonna be in it.. so I have to go a support my baby playin!! yeah! haha..
OK, well more later! Love ya!