*The Key To My Heart*
May 10, 2004 [11:23 p.m.]
Ok, well things are really odd right now. Well actually things are awesome- but still they're kinda strange. Me and Thomas had to break up.. because of his whole parents issue thing, and it totally crushed us both.
But now we're back together.. but actually- we were never apart. I mean, we never acted like we were apart at all. Like- the day after we broke up.. we were kissed and stuff.. and we made out alot Friday night- and we're just- not broke up. Which I'm totally happy.
Today was his birthday. I gave him the mushiest bday present. I filled this lil big with Hugs-n-Kisses candy and I sat it on his desk, and then put some around the bag.. well I gave him a bday card and inside it said, "I wish I could've given you more- but I hope all these hugs-n-kisses will do" =) and then at the bottom of the bag was a key, & I wrote him a lil note explaining that the key represented the key to my heart, which only he had access to.. I was soo afraid he'd think I was lame.. but he loved it. I think it's what he had been wanting to hear. But it's all truth. I love him.
Everything is awesome.
I worked tonight and he called me two times & left me messages. He was like, "Call me!" So I did.. well turns out he wanted to meet and make out because he was right near my work- at his grandmas house.. but I had already called my mom telling her I was on my way. Darn. Maybe another time! I HOPE!
Last night we talked about our honeymoon. I told him that if we got married, we HAD to go somewhere like we've never been.. I mentioned Greece, because I watched the Real World yesterday- and they went there and it was beautiful! And he said he would love to go there too.. and he was like.. "No, we'll just have a month honeymoon- and travel everywhere.. all over the world.." Sigh..
Then we got on the subject of nude beaches.. hehe.
I love him.. so much ya'll.